Busted

I am feeling a little depressed lately.  I have accepted the fact that I'm just pretending to be happy but I'm really just hiding in my room.  I have an eating disorder and I was lying to my mom about it.  I got busted for it and now we are trying to fix it.
     She totally understands me.  She knows exactly where I'm coming from and I feel safe now.  I am feeling relieved that I'm not hiding anything but I am still sad.  Since she found out I think I've just been accepting my depression and not trying to do anything about it.  I'm now trying to fix it.  Today I want to make a meeting with my school counselor to talk about my hard time making friends.
     I think that if I had friends and things to do on the weekends and after school I would be happier.  I really just want to feel happy but I'm not positive how to accomplish that.  I'm trying, now, though.